Today is the last day of my freedom as a substitute teacher.  Tomorrow I am a long term substitute.  I have many fears.  I am going to the school during his prep period to ask a bunch of questions.  He is confident I will be fine.  The administration is sure I will be fine, I am the worried one.  I will be a teacher for 1 week over a month for now.  He has surgery later this week and will know more after that.  For now they have told him 5 to 6 weeks.  If the surgery has any complications, it could take longer.  A piece of me hopes it takes longer but part of me thinks I can do this too.    I have not had my own class since 2001.  Part of me is afraid it has been too long ago.  Too many things have changed since I had my own class.
Now you see some of things making me crazy.
Today I am making rice, we have re-fried beans, tortillas, bread, bagels, grapefuits.  Not sure what to make with all of those, but I will make meals, and healthy ones at that.  For now I am looking forward to spring break just for the rest.  I still have to plant seeds and grow more vegetables. My plan for now is rest that week and plant food.  I hope the snow is over, but we still need more wet stuff.
That is my life in a nutshell for now.