Now stuff

I have not posted in a while, I just finished doing a long term sub job.  I loved it and hated it at the same time.  I loved being with the students, some I will see again next year and possibly later this year. It was a bittersweet day on Friday as I said some goodbyes.  I took Monday off too just to rest and take care of some stuff here at home.  I find myself exhausted and generally wore out.
I now see why teachers just take personal days.
I right now do want my own class.  I want to continue what I have been doing with covering for others and using their substitute plans.  I think I would have a teaching credential if I had gone to a different University for my masters than University of Phoenix.  They have screwed me in many ways.  Due to this, I can not work enough to pay my student loans which I got while attending classes.  Education in CA is very messed up and Phoenix should stay in Arizona and stop messing with CA Education.
Today (Monday) I just hate my life to a degree and it seems like life is pulling me from education and more to fire anyway.Since Hubby does our local volunteer fire and he is the most trained person in the fire house, they are likely to make him chief or assistant chief soon since the Chief is retiring soon.  Much is depending on this vote this week and the board agreeing with what the other firemen decide.  I just want to move on and begin a new life.  I doubt that will happen though.